I can’t help but feel mixed emotions here. I would never choose to leave you and it breaks my heart, yet I know all my dreams are fulfilled in my heavenly home with Jesus and C.S. Lewis. I can finally have all the deep conversations I want without wearing any of you down. LOL
I cannot write letters to all of you, but I want to speak life to each of you. You have, truly, loved me well. As hard as this challenge has been, I have experienced more of God’s intimate love through this valley than I ever would have known on the mountain top of this life. Traveling this with you has indeed been a rich blessing; As I write this, I’m truly grateful. Bucky, Hope, Ashlyn, Megan and Kathleen stepped up in my need, all of you are my heroes. Family: ALL of you, I could not have done a day of this without each of you. Friends: You anchored me in the land of the living.
“I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.” Psalm 27:13
Thank you for honoring the girl beneath the disease. Thank you for supporting my journey home with your prayers and your generous presence. Each of you, and I mean this with all my heart, made a Kingdom of difference in my life, in health and in sickness.
Today is for tears, but joy comes in the morning. I remain part of the Kingdom dynamics in your days. We’ve much Kingdom Play to engage, our journey together has just begun….I love you more,